Sorry teacher, but I fell in love this weekend

Sorry teacher, but I felt in love this weekend

I fell in love again, alone and disappointed
I fell in love this weekend
I fell in love sunday night
I fell in love with his 'hi'
I fell in love for a real person
Modeled by my imagination

I fell in love
for a neighborhood which I passed by
for a house which I can't afford
for a car which I never saw
for a body, like so many bodies
that I already had in life

I stayed home
and I stayed busy
because we traveled together
and he told me his story
and I told him mine
and we stayed together
for a long time

I lived in a castle
I had lots of money
he moved in
I did a party
I slept happy
We fight silly
We made up lovely

The night that I met him
changes so much
every minute change
every new story change
every new thought change

And I feel silly
I feel stupid
I feel alone and disappointed
I wanna cry.
I go back to my routine
I go back to my homework
To the love of my boyfriend
And then I fell in love again

I try to break up
so many seconds
but he always knock
and we do a great sex
and I fell one more time
alone and disappointed

but I keep falling in love
between workouts
between classes
between thoughts
between lives

I'm trying to wake up
and go back to my days
but I keep falling
hurting my knees
my face and my heart
no time for symbolism
I have lots of moments to thought